RANDOM

how long has it been since my last post? i cant even remember. besdies, why am i checking back on the blog and yr blog since we both gave up hope on each other? what am i actually thinking? this semester has actually been great... finance, measuring systems II, estimating are all alrite except building services. well, jst thought of what was happening in uni recently, i jst realised our estimating lecturer, a msian, would not like people to contradict him on anything. well, i think he's alrite, he lets us decide on our assignments, lecture times, tests, and many more...

this was wad happened in our first class with him...

Lecturer: hello class i'd like u guys to decide when to have your lectures, what type of assignments you want, when to pass them up and what to do if some1 hands up after due date.

Classmates: do u mean we decide on whatever we want?

Lecturer: yeah. so tell me, on the timetable, it says my classes are 9-12 tuesdays and 9-11 fridays. what do u guys think? having a lecture on tuesdays then tutorials on fris or vice versa?

Classmates: since u said we decide, then NO CLASS!!! woots...

Lecturer: now that is a little more off limits. u guys cannot have no lectures at all.

Classmates: oh well, then lectures on tuesdays and tutorials on fridays...

Lecturer: ok.

Classmates: oh and what do u mean by we decide our own assignments?

Lecturer: tell me what do u guys want for yr assignment? and how many assignments do u guys want?

bla bla bla


after deciding, we decided to have 3 assignments.

Lecturer, oh and what about the due date?

Classmates: the friday before the holiday?

Lecturer: okay that will be the date then.

Classmates: oh and what about extension if some1 were sick or some1 in the family died? bla bla bla

Lecturer, well, as i've said, u guys will decide on that as well... so 1 week? 2 weeks? 3 weeks? any suggestions?

bla bla bla

Classmates: 2 weeks would be good enough

Lecturer: okay so lets set it at 2 weeks then. so what happens if some1 passed up later than that? isit fair to give them a max of only C even though they did work that cud score them an A+ or A?

Classmates: yeah that sounds pretty alrite. oh and *name of lecturer* do we have to apply for the 2 weeks extension?

Lecturer: nope, u grant your own extensions. treat yrselves all as a lecturer and not a student. u grant yr own stuff, u decide what u want.

Classmates: sweet as.

Lecturer: oh and final tests? what do u guys want? more multi choices or short answers?

*time runs out*

Lecturer: oh and not to 4get u guys decide on what type of question will be tested. go home and have a think about it. thanks class

he's pretty lazy huh, but then it's alrite cause he lets us decide on what we want =D

sad

i saw u online today. but then on my list, u're blocked... so i tried unblocking you, but u went straight off... this is kinda sad to know it... but... i still feel sad seeing this... i duno what i shud do... shud i call you on you mobile phone? or jst not bother?

frustrated =(

sooooo long didnt update

well, guess thats because uni is getting tougher... and the other day, friday, while i got on the bus, i texted with a friend, then we chatted about past stuff... then it was this chat about you... i suddenly felt that i miss u all of a sudden... then after chatting again, i wanted to call you but i didnt do it... duno why before reaching the stop, i actually looked to the sky and thought a lot of things...then w/o realizing, a drop of tear shed down my eye... i suddenly missed you, thought about everything we've been through... then i realised it was because of what i did perhaps... it made you dislike me... haihs... but i duno how to even get back our relationship... do hope you're not reading it... =(

lazy

in lecture now... but then it's a lecture with computers required... so well, i jst poped by my blog since i havent been updating it often... this lecture is so damn hard!!! how can i strive through this semester?

NOTE to SELF: YONG!!! wake up, stop gaming and stuff... just concentrate!!!

i'm sure i can do it... CAN i?

DAMN

have i bcome an alcoholic? everyday with my boss would b jst drinkin beer while watching them bet on horses... HaiH... jst shotted 1 bottle heineken down my throat... my boss always make fun of me saying i've bcome an alcoholic... HMMM... perhaps i shud train harder till i wont get drunk easily in the future... =D yeap... that'd b my AIM!!!

working days~~~

Sunday, wake up, get to site, mix plaster, carry buckets of 20++ KGs plaster to boss and another uncle for them to put it on wall... get home, rest, bath, beer, watch oss and the uncle bet on horses

Monday, same stuff

Tuesday, again, same stuff

Wednesday, hmmm, same stuff again

Thursday, same old stuff

Friday, same boring routine

Saturday, same old routine

my boss's RULE, WORK HARD, PLAY HARD(horse betting), SMOKE HARD, FUCK HARD(find hooker), DRINK HARD...

well, altho he has few rules, i only did FEW of them, WORK HARD & DRINK HARD... LoLs

todae, had to move packets of plasters up to truck, thn down from truck, and move to anotha builder's truck again, tmr need move them down from his truck at work again... boss stronger thn me, but he only moved 1 bag but told me to move 2 bags at once... 1 bag = 25KG... well, i think my boss sprained his back so cant move so many packs... he told me, this can help u build up yr strength and stamina... =D

OMGosH???

went online on msn, then i saw u online? was it myself imagining things or what? why i always online on ma phone also cant see u online and now i saw u online? i wanted to talk to u, but i rememebered u saying to leave me alone, leave my life forever, leave my world forever, so i tried nudging u, well, no response... guess that means that u dont want to talk to me... nvm then... i know what kind of person i'm like... not yr fault... and yeah, if u;re reading this, i know u have been to my blog to read my posts... at least that's what i think... maybe u didnt came to my blog... all jst a guessing... anyways, G9 readers =D

shud i or shud i not?

4get or not to 4get? altho now i'm happie, but whenever i read some of yr stuff online, i feel sad... what have i done to u... i'm pretty sure u wuldnt even come near me anymore... after reading yr older blog posts, i realised i felt sad in my heart... but duno why i dont1 to find the happiness in it... i always secretly behind u go read abt yr stuff, yr life there... whenever i think of it, i jst hope u'll b happie always... so shud i let go completely or not??? >=(