haih

u wouldnt ever understand how i felt whn u said "JUST GIVE UP!!!" "U DONT HAVE ANY MORE CHANCES"

tink I felt gud doing such stuff to u?well, TOO BAD it's the real me now...u wudnt ever get the fake me back...so start to acept...the more u bother me, the more I h8 u...

and i wouldnt wanna explain or anything... maybe gonna leave this blog dead until i start being happie again...

SO, CYA!!!

mayb oni...

Yong

DON WORRY

ytd, at night, was @ kenenths's house(place which i got drunk for my 1st time in my whole life)... i chatted with u ytd again... at 1st, didnt feel like it... but then, i felt... shudnt b so mean aye??? she's still the one i LOVE... even if she hurted me... what do uw ant to do??? make her suffer too??? NO... LOVING sum1 means that u want them to b happie too... right??? so that means if i chat v u, u'll b happie...

well we chatted whole night... and i rmb u told me: "dont jst wait for me, ther's still girls out ther"... but i knoe... deeply, u still LOVED me... so shud i or shud i not??? so i replied: "dunno"... cause i didnt wanna let u knoe what i'm thinking... scared u'll feel bad if u knoe it...

i knoe that u do nid time... i knoe u nid time to THINK... dont worry bout me... cause i can wait... i knoe u dont wanna miss me too much cause u're scared that it'll affect yr studies... so i'll wait... 6 yrs right?? 6 yrs will pass like a blink of an eye... so... still rmb telling u: "i dun wanna tell u if i'll wait for u"... but u said: "if u dun tell me, will make me much more sad"... so, to let u knoe now... i'll wait... 6/7 years after yr doctor's degree isnt long right??? since form 3, 3 yrs right??? since i've waited for 3 yrs, shud i wait for u again for 6 yrs??? *thinking deeply*, well, it's just doubling the time... wont be too long right??? so why dont try to wait??? haih...

Yong

after tinking for a night...

I soon realised that I cudnt lose u... bt what can I do? always told u let time decide... bt u... I dont wan this to happen... I dont wan it... I jst want to b happie with u... bt I knoe, that if I force u to b with me... u're not gonna b happie... so... I shudnt b so selfish...

tears kept running down my cheeks... I've nvr shed a single tear whn I broke up last time... in fact, i've nvr shed a tear for any other gurl b4... y does it havta b u? guess u're the repeat one... haih...

that's y i'll wait...

Yong a.k.a ...

FRUSTRATED

haih... suddenly, u came to me and said those words... dunno what to say... happie or sad??? happie??? happie for u cos i think too much for u? cause if we go on u'll feel tensed?? sumtimes, reli dunno what girls think... but, i hope i do... sad??? cause u're cruel to me??? haih... i just dun want to be bad to u...

<3 or h8??? if it's me i choose not to HATE u... cause i told u we can stil be friends no matter what... but what do i havta feel now??? tell me sumbody... H8 MY LIFE!!!

when i heard u cry, i'm asd too... my eyes were flooded too... but ntg drip down... its jst tears were accumulated... but... i just dont feel like dropping my tears... i shed... but DEEP DOWN, i'm SAD... dont cry... DONT EVER CRY!!!

well, thought of it... if ther's 0.01% chance, i'll make it multiplying 100, so ther's 1%, thn i'll multiply that 1% by 100 then, so ther's 100%!!! i wont GIVE UP... no matter what... tried to shed a tear, but, i just couldnt shed it!!! i dont noe... probably when i was a kid, i shed too much n my tears ran out??? >.< well, finally shed the tear... and when i shed it, dunno why jst couldnt control it... it just kept coming down... thats why i kept quiet... don wan u to hear it... didnt knoe it'd end up like this... but i respect u... if i knew it would end up like this, wouldnt stole yr ... u knoe what... i'm SORRY... apologize for that...

Yong

today in legal n social evironment of business

hahaha check these photos out...





CHECK IT OUT!!! this girl went on trademe n tried to put her virginity on sold for NZD 45000 to pay her UNI fees... unfortunately, trademe declined her request... ahahaha =.='''

other case is that there's this couple wanted to get married but had a budget to follow and wanted to save $$ on their marriage... then, jiu send email to this wedding planner company... then check out the email they replied... thn lecturer asked what shud the employer do with this worker thn??? CLASS: " fire lah"... LECTURER: "but the prob is that this employee who wrote the letter was boss' wife" ahaha =.='''





and check this out too... GUESS what this BANKER was doing while the news report saying bout interest rate is on... WATCHING PORN!!! ahahaha...

BP rate, 132 57 69... haih... no eat cuttlefish le still like this=.= eat better still can enjoy

<3 u always MY MOGU

<3
Yong a.k.a Gmogu

sumtimes~~~

sometimes, reli wondered what have i done to deserve such ill treatings??? haiz... dun fan le bah... hurting my brain power nia... save it better...

tbh, after reading yr blog, I still feel that it's nvr yr fault...if I didnt go online to look for u, u wouldnt have had to chat v me...everytime u dont reply, I always nudge u til u replied...SORRY...all my fault...DONT blame yrself cny more okay?

<3
Yong a.k.a Gmogu

haih

was chatting v u jst now... u were using yr phone... then suddenly, yr line went crazy(what u told me)... i was worried sick as the msn showed u're online but i keep talking to u, u nvr replied... made me worried sick for u... but nvm, as u went online @ 3 35 and explained to me... and u also said oni can use till 5... haih... nvm lah... got 1 hr 30 mins better thn nothing right?

so, today not much happened... was told that next monday got test and next next monday too... maths then accounting... haih... maths easy but acc hard... hate it... but no choice, havta be more hardworking as i don wan u to suffer in that hse le... i wanna bring u away, high n away...

but just now after chatting v u, u said u want to forbid me off9... well, i'll still tou tou on9 in room if can... n probably will go off anytime as if mumm stil using, i can tou her line, if not, sheoff, will dc... so >.< i'll reload my phone bah... haih...

suddenly remembered that mum once asked me "ee ai tak hamik?"
and i said "doctor lorr... tapi ee siang ka si ai ua ki tak dentist."
mum "a neh cho mik ee mai ki otago tak?"
me "wa ma na eh chai? ee siang kasi ti kua king scholarship uu lai jia eh"
mum "ee chu lai bo lui eh orh?"
me "bo lah... ee just mai yiong ee lao bah eh lui."
mum "o..."
then, i thought very deeply, no matter u rich or poor, i dont mind... but i do mind that u're not here studying with me... haih... dunno wad to say...

so, if u read this, dont worry... money matters not bah... haih... just mum asking rand. questions abt U(she too gin tio wan noe her sim bu.. actually i noe mum dont mind if rich or poor...)~~~hahahaha...

mai cibai!!! so beh song now... everyday wan to make me angry... my mood good good de u keep take knife poke me, then i tolerate, u poke AGAIN, and i tolerate AGAIN, then tell u better stop, but u still poke me!!! wan make me HOT nia... 1 day nag like 10 fucking times u not sian??? just cos i yr 13 fail, u keep insul tme... keep say Yong u get shit as results, why still dint hardworking??? i dint meh??? i yr 13 project oni do like 1 week b4... now 1 month b4 do u still say not hardworking... wan me dun even noe wad teacher gib thn jiu start doing??? teacher gib i straight do... not enuf??? mood ben lai good good de... now make me FUCKing angry nia... keep say say say... not tat i dint listen... i do project whole nite, do till no more points in my head, i go watch movie 15 mins relax, u say me purposely wait u in room, tou tou watch movie... WTF??? its all just coincidence ok??? i promise can in UNI, now me not in uni??? but u say "u in that UNI cos u no other choices..." my ass lah, i in cos i 1st place alr say wan QS... i yr 13 alr keep say wan Qs, it's cos too far so i dun wan travel... but u say it in diff point of view??? FAROUT MAN... SLEEP le lah... XoxO

but still, when u say "DONT ANGRY THEM FOR ME OKAY?" i just couldnt bear not listening to u... haih... is this LOVE??? i just dun wna u HURT bcos of me... haiz...

<3
Yong a.k.a Gmogu

today

while in bus, suddenly thought of u... MISSed u so much... wanna noe reason??? cos u owes smell like powder... >=3 and today when on bus to uni, there's a gal passing by to get to the back, and i was gonna fall asleep le... suddenly smelt POWDER de smell... so sibeh sibeh miss u till knt sleep qu... haizZz... dunno what that feeling was, but suddenly feel very energetic...

then when in legal and social environment of business, guess what??? i took a screenshot... sibeh funnie...

CHECK THE TITLE AND THE ONE I CIRCLED!!!HAHAH



haha b4 sleep get to knoe what's bothering u... well @ least now i noe... gonna help u UNSUFFER yrself soon... when i grow up, i HOPE... HOPE nia lah... HOPE to MARRY u!!! <3 U 4EVA!!!

<3
Yong a.k.a Gmogu