well well yong

WELL DONE YONG... GLAD TO HEAR THAT U GOT A GF... WELL, MANY OTHERS SAID THAT TO ME... WHAT SHOULD I DO??? I'M GOING BACK ON FRIDAY... AND YET U CANT COME OUTING WITH US... GUESS WHAT??? I'M SAD... REALLY SAD... I REALLY FEEL BAD... I HAVE A FEELING OF MISSING U, LOVING U, AND MUCH MUCH MORE...

WHY DO I HAVE TO GO TO NEW ZEALAND AND LEAVE U BEHIND??? WHAT'S ALL THIS ABOUT??? WELL, IT'S MY FUTURE ISNT IT??? AND I'LL HAVE TO FULLFILL IT THEN... BUT I DONT WANNA LEAVE U BEHINGD... LETTING GO OF MY HANDS LETTING U FLY FREE LIKE A BIRD RELEASED FROM A CAGE...

DO U KNOE THAT I HATE IT??? DO U KNOE THAT I HATE IT WHEN U CANT COME OUT WHENEVER ASKED AS I'M GOING BACK SOON BUT U JUST HAVTA SAY NO!!! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING??? WHY IS IT HAPPENING TO ME??? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?!?!?!

I REALLY WANNA ENJOY MY LAST MOMENT WITH U... AND U... U ARE THE ONE!!! U ARE THE SPECIAL ONE!!! U ARE THE CHOSEN ONE... I REALLY WANT U TO COME OUT BUT WHY DOESNT YR DAD UNDERSTAND IT??? WHY DOESNT PARENTS UNDERSTAND US KIDS???

ANYWAYS, I REALLY HOPE U COULD GET A SCHOLARSHIP AND COME TO NEW ZEALAND WITH ME SO WE COULD BE TOGETHER, BUT I DARE NOT ASK FOR STH THAT CANT BE FULLFILLED... I REALLY WISH U COULD LIVE HAPPILY W/O MY PRESENCE... DONT CRY, DONT BE SAD... WHENEVER U'RE SAD OR ANYTHING, U SHUD HUG YONG YONG(WHICHEVER IT IS)... TEXT ME OR ANYTHING... I JUST WANT U MY DEAR TO LIVE HAPPILY... 3 YEARS WILL BE A SHORT TIME... AFTER I GET MY DEGREE, I'LL BE BACK TO MARRY U, AND THEN TAKE U WITH ME TO NEW ZEALAND... DO U WANT TO COME WITH ME??? OR DO U REJECT MY REQUEST??? WELL, IT'LL BE DECIDED IN A FEW YEARS TIME SO DONT BOTHER ANSWERING MY QUESTION...

<3 FROM 公蘑菇......