sooooo long didnt update

well, guess thats because uni is getting tougher... and the other day, friday, while i got on the bus, i texted with a friend, then we chatted about past stuff... then it was this chat about you... i suddenly felt that i miss u all of a sudden... then after chatting again, i wanted to call you but i didnt do it... duno why before reaching the stop, i actually looked to the sky and thought a lot of things...then w/o realizing, a drop of tear shed down my eye... i suddenly missed you, thought about everything we've been through... then i realised it was because of what i did perhaps... it made you dislike me... haihs... but i duno how to even get back our relationship... do hope you're not reading it... =(