WORRIED

i HATE u but <3 U SO MUCH...

u always IGNORE MY ADVICES... u always SKIP MEALS... u always CRY OVER SMALLL STUFF... u always STAY UP @ NIGHTs... u said u just wanted to be with me when i'm awake @ 7 and yr time is 2!!! u shud SLEEP OKAY??? i'm gonna be sad if u fall sick u knoe??? u always STAY UP just cause i'm going to UNI and u feel that u as a "wife" havta wake me up... i'm not PIG like u lah>.<''' u better get mroe rest... i dun wan when go back u bcome more 憔悴... i wan to c a HAPPIE and ENERGETIC LYNN when i get back... so better listen to my words...

oh and i rmb u said sth that u wanna pei me with my life in NZ... by doing what i'm doing lyk SLEEPING, WAKING ME UP(AS A LAOPO), AND STUFF... i dont really want u to do that bcos i dont wanna b dependent on u as i fear umay leave me bh and i'd be dependent on u... and i WORRY for yr HEALTH!!! better dun get sick... or i'm gonna be more WORRIED than ever... so btr listen to me...

today uni very happie lorr... met new friends, new life, everything new... except HATE assignments... haih...

LASTLY,
<3 U always

GUESS WHAT??? I DONT REALLY CARE!!!

dont knoe why when u told me u're gonna go for doctor, i feel very UNSAFE for u... a VERY VERY VERY *WORRYING THOUGHT* came into my mind... WHAT IF... WHAT IF sth BAD happens to u... WHAT IF... WHAT IF u got raped by those ANIMALS!!! or WHATSOEVER... DONT WORRY cause i'm still gonna MARRY U... thats my LIFETIME PROMISE TO U...

suddenly, i REMEMBERED u asking me if u got raped and will i sitll marry u... I THOUGHT... WHY NOT??? u're my laopo now, u're my laopo tmr, and u're gonna be my laopo for the rest for yr life... IDC what u feel... u SAID u'd feel dirty and automatically break up with me... BUT GUESS WHAT??? I DONT REALLY CARE!!! I'D SEARCH FOR U... NO MATTER WHER U ARE HIDING, I'M STILL GONNA FIND U OUT AND MARRY U!!!

FIRST THINGS FIRST!!! if u got raped or WHATSOEVER, i'd BASH that GUY up!!! i dont want anyone and i mean ANYONE to HURT u... i dont want u to feel GUILTY because of SMALL MATTERS... when i HUGGED u the other nite b4 i came BACK(NZ)... i made a promise to myself... and it's gonna be a LIFELONG PROMISE KEPT!!!

不管你走遍天涯海角, 我都一定会找到你... 你总是说我弄你哭蹄，如果我没弄你哭蹄, 我又怎么去安慰你, 爱你呢???
你知道吗? 在我正想离开时, 我好想, 好想的抱着你, 跟你说声再见... 可是不知道为什么, 我却没那么做... 我真是个笨蛋... 希望你别怪我...
我也该在此停笔了...

永(公蘑菇)
永远永远爱着你, 田丽洁你是我的永远!!!