after tinking for a night...

I soon realised that I cudnt lose u... bt what can I do? always told u let time decide... bt u... I dont wan this to happen... I dont wan it... I jst want to b happie with u... bt I knoe, that if I force u to b with me... u're not gonna b happie... so... I shudnt b so selfish...

tears kept running down my cheeks... I've nvr shed a single tear whn I broke up last time... in fact, i've nvr shed a tear for any other gurl b4... y does it havta b u? guess u're the repeat one... haih...

that's y i'll wait...

Yong a.k.a ...

FRUSTRATED

haih... suddenly, u came to me and said those words... dunno what to say... happie or sad??? happie??? happie for u cos i think too much for u? cause if we go on u'll feel tensed?? sumtimes, reli dunno what girls think... but, i hope i do... sad??? cause u're cruel to me??? haih... i just dun want to be bad to u...

<3 or h8??? if it's me i choose not to HATE u... cause i told u we can stil be friends no matter what... but what do i havta feel now??? tell me sumbody... H8 MY LIFE!!!

when i heard u cry, i'm asd too... my eyes were flooded too... but ntg drip down... its jst tears were accumulated... but... i just dont feel like dropping my tears... i shed... but DEEP DOWN, i'm SAD... dont cry... DONT EVER CRY!!!

well, thought of it... if ther's 0.01% chance, i'll make it multiplying 100, so ther's 1%, thn i'll multiply that 1% by 100 then, so ther's 100%!!! i wont GIVE UP... no matter what... tried to shed a tear, but, i just couldnt shed it!!! i dont noe... probably when i was a kid, i shed too much n my tears ran out??? >.< well, finally shed the tear... and when i shed it, dunno why jst couldnt control it... it just kept coming down... thats why i kept quiet... don wan u to hear it... didnt knoe it'd end up like this... but i respect u... if i knew it would end up like this, wouldnt stole yr ... u knoe what... i'm SORRY... apologize for that...

Yong