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YES... it's U, U, U and U!!! i'm very happie we went out today for movie and kbox, i was angry @ u when u said u're not coming... i was angry @ u cos u always cant come out... but when i found out that u can come, my ANGRINESS turned into HAPPINESS... i dont know y i dont care y... as long as u're out with me by my side for these few days, i'm satisfied...

i will be here until friday only... i do really hope we could be together everyday until the day i go back to "PRISON"(well, it's bored ther so i say it as prison)... we did went through a LOT of stuff resulting us having a COLD WAR about a year ago... i really do regret having it with u... thinking back to it now, i feel really ashamed as it all started from a small misunderstanding...

i always thought of you when looking @ LYNN LYNN BEAR u gave me 2 years ago... today, u gave me another bear... i really hope that i could cherish it even more and not squash it or dirty it while sleeping... it reallyhurts me when u got dirty... it's as if i didnt cherish u and this makes me feel really really bad...

even though we were together for this short period, i really feel like i'm gonna leave u for a LONG LONG time... i dont really wish to be away from u... i'll try my best as i made my promise to u... i'll keep the promise to u, and study as hard as i can, not thinking of U, but to FOCUS into my studies, obtain a DEGREE as u said that u're the "FOCUS" of the family... yr dad LOVEs u the MOST and hopes that u'll marry some1 with a good study background... i'll try HARDER even if i have to wake up early and get back home late... i will still do it, FOR U MY <3...

even though i'm gonna be away from u, my everything always belong to u... and i'll always do what i promised u... i'm always telling u that i'm TOUGHER than u thought... THOSE are all LIES as i'm not as tough as u thought... i'm actually just a WEAKLING inside me... i just dont wanna WORRY u... actually i dont wish to see u sad and worry about me... as i'll always feel sad while u're sad and happie while u're happie...

i really regret for not being with u on VALENTINEs as i'm celebrating the 1st day of CNY with my family members... i really regret eveything as i'm not by yr side when u're sad...i really wanna be by yr side that MUCH... it's yr 1st VALENTINES day but i;m not by yr side, I'M REALLY SORRY as my laziness took control of me resulting me w/o a driving license... if i were hardworking enough, i would've brought u out for dinner on VALENTINES...

i really do hope to c u @ the airport sending me back to NZ, but i couldnt bear the PAIN thinking of you crying for me @ the airport... i really dont want u, my DEAREST one, to shed tears for me... 3 years is a short time as u've been waiting for my return for 2 years... i'll be back soon fullfilling what i promised u... bringing back that piece of paper, to marry u... even though i know what i said now doesnt actually count as we may not know what'll happen in the future... i'm tired already of finding the TRUE LOVE and i really feel that u're the PERFECT one... the 1 and only U...

my chinese isnt good so i dont type in chinese... i know u enjoy reading chinese but i could not fullfill that "desire" for u... i'll also not be able to go online when i'm back to NZ as my mum was angry @ my for scoring SHIT as results for my last year of HIGH SCHOOL... i really feel bad as MY RESULTS results me to not be able to get in touch with u drg weekdays...

MY DEAR LYNN LYNN,
i hereby say SORRY to u for my bad doings... i know what i've done to u broke what u PROMISED to GOD... i really couldnt control myself knowing that i'm gonna leave u behind, so my actions were for u to remember me...

LASTLY, to promise u that i'll not MISS u and treat u as a normal friend while i'm back when we're @ kfc are just WHITE LIES as i knoe i would MISS U the MOST and i just could not stop MISSING u... i also said i'll stop texting and calling u from NZ are just PROMISES THAT ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN... i really wish that u would not not reply to my messages and emails... i will for sure MISS U...

<3 u always my DEAR... XoxO from Yong...


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