good to hear u guys de results

to those who scored well, HI-5 & good luck in yr scholarship applying tihng...

and to those who didnt do well, well well well, better try harder whn u get into uni or form 6 or what... cause tht reli will determine yr whole life... now fall down nvm, u just havta climb up and walk normal agian!!!

like me, i used to play much while i wa sin YR 13(NZ lah of course)... thn i scored like SHIT as RESULTS... like out of 20 papers, i FAILED 11 papers... LoL~~~ dont think anyone did better thn me... well, now i just somehow or dunno how got into uni and i even got gf now... so i dont wanna fail myself like my mum said... if i fail, thn she gets to be a doctr, thn me jiu reli lose face... so i'll be sibeh hardworking le... so to those who fell, climb up now... it's nvr too late...

sei lynn lynn... H8 U co su owes read my blog le put comments thn when i reply, u nvr reply back de=.='''... but DW, altho i H8 u, my H8red couldnt be compared to my <3 for u... my <3 for u is like infinite times my h8 towards u... so really feel that i shudnt be H8ing u... <3

Yong a.k.a Gmogu

U!!!

today u dint take breakfast again!!! and even worst not even lunch!!! i dont knoe why u always do this... mayb cos i owes joke out u're fat ba... i feel bad OKAY? u;re not fat!!! u're not @ all... dont torture yrself bcos of me... i dont like it!!!

u always ask me to "control" u... when i ask u to EAT!!! u DONT listen!!! Y??? Y??? Y??? well, the fact is, i dont wanna control yr life... in fact, i HATE it!!! terribly HATE controlling yr life!!! it's jst like u will have no privacy and stuff... it'll make u miserable... i'm sure u will feel uncomfortable if i keep controlling u... i <3 u so MUCH... but i just dun wanna control yr life... i just COULDNT do it u knoe??? 不忍心... get it???

after CHIT CHAT with U

after having msn chats with u, feel like i'm so USELESS... tmr U and ALL SPM FRIENDS de RESULTS coming out le... n yet, i couldnt do anything useful... being by yr side, SUPPORTing u, COMFORTing u... and much more... u said u probably cant sleep tonite cause u're too worried... i still rmb u said u will have nightmares often at nights... but, i wasnt ther by yr side everytime... but being FAR FAR FAR AWAY from U... feel that i'm like a USELESS BF right now...

u asked me today saying "if u broke my heart one day, cause u found the "BETTER ONE"... would i wish u gud?" i kept on replying u while using msn on my mobile, but it seemed that "GOD(as in any GOD cause i'm a free thinker)" didnt want my message to be delivered to u... actually i'd really feel BAD for it, feel SAD for it, feel DEPRESSED for it... but i would rather sincerely wish u to be happie always with yr "BETTER ONE"... i'd rather u stay happie always than be by my side, being my wife, but not being happie... i dont want this to happen... i want u to always be happie... and if yr "BETTER ONE" bullies u or anything, u can always come and complain to me, we can always be like BROTHERs n SISTERs like we used to be... n i'd listen to yr heart problems(direct translation from chinese...HAHA) like i used to...

i'm thinking now, why can u be by my side when i'm DEPRESSED, facing problems, but not me being by yr side when u're having such problems... u kept asking me to go to bed... i just wanna ACCOMPANY U, CARE for U, LOVE U like u used to do for me...

well, gonna go bed now... it's kinda getting late now...

<3
Yong a.k.a Gmogu

after getting yr reply

when u didnt reply me, i suddenly realised the importance of U in my life...suddenly felt that i'm actually in LOVE with U so deeply...loving U, being loved by U...i realised that i cant actually lose U...so i'm not gonna try sth tat would HURT u with the LOVE n TRUST u gave me(even tho I lyk to try stuff i've nvr tried b4)...bt i realised tat if i'd done sth tat hurts u, it's lyk losing my whole life...u're my everyting rmb?i realised that i almost lost u once, n tat it's not gonna happen the 2nd time cause i cant lose u...cos I LOVE U more than anyting in this whole wide world...JOCELYNN TIAN LI CHIEH...

<3 u always
Yong a.k.a Gmogu

after reading many blogs

really feel that i'm DUMB and done stupid stuff... well i read YR blog n u said u dont worry bout me... if u dont worry bout me, u wouldnt be typing stuff bout me right??? so that means u do care bout me... i knoe that and yet i still made u feel bad... i gave a bad impression to yr sister until she wanted u to not put having a rltnshp with me on fb... really feel ashamed of what i've done... anyways gtg now... gonna have a tutorial ltr...

i dont wish for yr 4giveness, but i only wishes for yr time to c that ther's still GOOD in me... and this SMALL GOOD in me, will surely grow from a SMALL seed into a HUGE tree overwhelming the BAD in me... just wanna say that ther's still HOPE in me and i hope u understands it... <3 u

<3 Yong a.k.a Gmogu

WAKE UP mr Yong!!!WAKE UP!!!

It's only a month n u're acting so not u...After a hot bath, I really thought of what i've done...N finally realised that, what i've done, really made U so heartbroken...

Yong, have u not realised what u've done?u're commiting a serious crime!!!u shudnt broke what u promised yr lynn...yr one and only lynn...when u hugged her,u made a promise to yrself...u said u'll live happily yrself in nz...not letting her worry...Bt look what u've done now?u made her worried sick for u...u made yr LOVEd ones worry too much for u...what have I done?i suddenly realised, this is real...i shudnt have done that...what i've done ytd, was over the tolerance limit u gave me...i finally realised, even if u're not by my side, we're in diff countries, I shud nvr evr made u worried...

I dont wish for yr 4giveness, bt I do hope i'll prove it to u, u'll get a newly improved YONG not being a alcoholic, not being a smoker, n evn not a guy who uses foul language...

So WAKE UP YONG!!!WAKE UP n face the fact that u've gone over the limit...n shud now step on the brake!!!

Yong a.k.a Gmogu

I REALLY am SORRY

didnt knoe what i did HURTED u...until after reading yr blog...i really am so sorry...tinking deeply now, what i did back ther...i finally realized, I gave u too much worries...Shudnt have done so...

1 more ting...i ever told u i cant go on on weekdays...And i jst read yr blog now...really am SORRY...i wont do those stuff again...this time, I really seriously promise u...i WONT do it again...so u dont havta worry bout me...i'll study as i promised...

i'm sorry got drunk ytd...really did sth stupid back ther...SORRY my DEAR...

<3 Yong a.k.a Gmogu

our 1st MONTHLY ANNIVERSARY...

called U today...feel HAPPIE hearing yr voice...bt i'm feeling ='{ sad },= now cause clumsy + 4getful me...didnt tell u happie anniversary...i mean it's OUR 1st MONTHLY ANNIVERSARY man...the 1 n only 1st MONTHLY ANNIVERSARY...ther's no more a 1st one...n me,yr hope n everyting...couldnt say it in person to u,b with u 4 our anniversary...how stupid m i?

n u oso said u missed a scholarship so i'm also sad 4 u...bt +u orh...干爸爹 can get other schols oso...don ever give up...

okay lo...l8 le...gtg bed...<3 u...

<3
Yong a.k.a Gmogu