shud i or shud i not?

4get or not to 4get? altho now i'm happie, but whenever i read some of yr stuff online, i feel sad... what have i done to u... i'm pretty sure u wuldnt even come near me anymore... after reading yr older blog posts, i realised i felt sad in my heart... but duno why i dont1 to find the happiness in it... i always secretly behind u go read abt yr stuff, yr life there... whenever i think of it, i jst hope u'll b happie always... so shud i let go completely or not??? >=(