RANDOM

how long has it been since my last post? i cant even remember. besdies, why am i checking back on the blog and yr blog since we both gave up hope on each other? what am i actually thinking? this semester has actually been great... finance, measuring systems II, estimating are all alrite except building services. well, jst thought of what was happening in uni recently, i jst realised our estimating lecturer, a msian, would not like people to contradict him on anything. well, i think he's alrite, he lets us decide on our assignments, lecture times, tests, and many more...

this was wad happened in our first class with him...

Lecturer: hello class i'd like u guys to decide when to have your lectures, what type of assignments you want, when to pass them up and what to do if some1 hands up after due date.

Classmates: do u mean we decide on whatever we want?

Lecturer: yeah. so tell me, on the timetable, it says my classes are 9-12 tuesdays and 9-11 fridays. what do u guys think? having a lecture on tuesdays then tutorials on fris or vice versa?

Classmates: since u said we decide, then NO CLASS!!! woots...

Lecturer: now that is a little more off limits. u guys cannot have no lectures at all.

Classmates: oh well, then lectures on tuesdays and tutorials on fridays...

Lecturer: ok.

Classmates: oh and what do u mean by we decide our own assignments?

Lecturer: tell me what do u guys want for yr assignment? and how many assignments do u guys want?

bla bla bla


after deciding, we decided to have 3 assignments.

Lecturer, oh and what about the due date?

Classmates: the friday before the holiday?

Lecturer: okay that will be the date then.

Classmates: oh and what about extension if some1 were sick or some1 in the family died? bla bla bla

Lecturer, well, as i've said, u guys will decide on that as well... so 1 week? 2 weeks? 3 weeks? any suggestions?

bla bla bla

Classmates: 2 weeks would be good enough

Lecturer: okay so lets set it at 2 weeks then. so what happens if some1 passed up later than that? isit fair to give them a max of only C even though they did work that cud score them an A+ or A?

Classmates: yeah that sounds pretty alrite. oh and *name of lecturer* do we have to apply for the 2 weeks extension?

Lecturer: nope, u grant your own extensions. treat yrselves all as a lecturer and not a student. u grant yr own stuff, u decide what u want.

Classmates: sweet as.

Lecturer: oh and final tests? what do u guys want? more multi choices or short answers?

*time runs out*

Lecturer: oh and not to 4get u guys decide on what type of question will be tested. go home and have a think about it. thanks class

he's pretty lazy huh, but then it's alrite cause he lets us decide on what we want =D

sad

i saw u online today. but then on my list, u're blocked... so i tried unblocking you, but u went straight off... this is kinda sad to know it... but... i still feel sad seeing this... i duno what i shud do... shud i call you on you mobile phone? or jst not bother?

frustrated =(

sooooo long didnt update

well, guess thats because uni is getting tougher... and the other day, friday, while i got on the bus, i texted with a friend, then we chatted about past stuff... then it was this chat about you... i suddenly felt that i miss u all of a sudden... then after chatting again, i wanted to call you but i didnt do it... duno why before reaching the stop, i actually looked to the sky and thought a lot of things...then w/o realizing, a drop of tear shed down my eye... i suddenly missed you, thought about everything we've been through... then i realised it was because of what i did perhaps... it made you dislike me... haihs... but i duno how to even get back our relationship... do hope you're not reading it... =(

lazy

in lecture now... but then it's a lecture with computers required... so well, i jst poped by my blog since i havent been updating it often... this lecture is so damn hard!!! how can i strive through this semester?

NOTE to SELF: YONG!!! wake up, stop gaming and stuff... just concentrate!!!

i'm sure i can do it... CAN i?

DAMN

have i bcome an alcoholic? everyday with my boss would b jst drinkin beer while watching them bet on horses... HaiH... jst shotted 1 bottle heineken down my throat... my boss always make fun of me saying i've bcome an alcoholic... HMMM... perhaps i shud train harder till i wont get drunk easily in the future... =D yeap... that'd b my AIM!!!

working days~~~

Sunday, wake up, get to site, mix plaster, carry buckets of 20++ KGs plaster to boss and another uncle for them to put it on wall... get home, rest, bath, beer, watch oss and the uncle bet on horses

Monday, same stuff

Tuesday, again, same stuff

Wednesday, hmmm, same stuff again

Thursday, same old stuff

Friday, same boring routine

Saturday, same old routine

my boss's RULE, WORK HARD, PLAY HARD(horse betting), SMOKE HARD, FUCK HARD(find hooker), DRINK HARD...

well, altho he has few rules, i only did FEW of them, WORK HARD & DRINK HARD... LoLs

todae, had to move packets of plasters up to truck, thn down from truck, and move to anotha builder's truck again, tmr need move them down from his truck at work again... boss stronger thn me, but he only moved 1 bag but told me to move 2 bags at once... 1 bag = 25KG... well, i think my boss sprained his back so cant move so many packs... he told me, this can help u build up yr strength and stamina... =D

OMGosH???

went online on msn, then i saw u online? was it myself imagining things or what? why i always online on ma phone also cant see u online and now i saw u online? i wanted to talk to u, but i rememebered u saying to leave me alone, leave my life forever, leave my world forever, so i tried nudging u, well, no response... guess that means that u dont want to talk to me... nvm then... i know what kind of person i'm like... not yr fault... and yeah, if u;re reading this, i know u have been to my blog to read my posts... at least that's what i think... maybe u didnt came to my blog... all jst a guessing... anyways, G9 readers =D

shud i or shud i not?

4get or not to 4get? altho now i'm happie, but whenever i read some of yr stuff online, i feel sad... what have i done to u... i'm pretty sure u wuldnt even come near me anymore... after reading yr older blog posts, i realised i felt sad in my heart... but duno why i dont1 to find the happiness in it... i always secretly behind u go read abt yr stuff, yr life there... whenever i think of it, i jst hope u'll b happie always... so shud i let go completely or not??? >=(

SAD ='(

IS SAD~~~when i just got on the bus this morning, i saw this guy who was searching the bin for some stuff.. so i thought to myself, maybe he's finding some stuff so that he could recycle it and get some $$ frm it... but after i looked again, he took out 2 cups of coffee, then MIXed them together, then drank it... i'm like!!! WTF thats so SAD... then i saw him going to another bin again, then i thought, maybe he jst nid a cup of coffee, then he can continue searching for stuff he can sell, but as the bus pass, i saw him EATing sth that he took out of the 2nd bin in his hands...reli felt SAD for him...

it's been ages since i last updated

hmmm... what to say??? this semester has been great... with all the assignments handed in on time...()well, not some of it cos it was the 1st week, so i didnt know and didnt did any) but yeah, life's great, enjoying myself having a fresh new start of my life... oh and guess what??? this blog actually helped me get marks for my assignment... our task was to create a blog @ BLOGGER and then add in posts along with photos and comments... well guess what??? i showed my lecturer this blog and he's like "WHOA u've done heaps"... and weekly tasks was to go to the sch blog and discuss some questions... each week we'll get 2% that goes towards our end of year overall narks... how great that is... oh and i recently started to sell some stuff for my parents on the web and guess what?? i got 31 nzd for selling a baby car seat and currently selling a book bought at a price of 25 and the book currently has gone up to the price of 24 bucks... mum said i cud keep the money for myself... HAPPIE =D

really thought ytd...

haih... me again... arguing with my mother... cause of myself... yelling rudely towards her n dad... but then, got myself into deep shit trouble till i got my phone confiscated and every morning, the modem gets plugged off... haih...

suddenly, thought stuff flashed through my mind...

U're the one i LOVE,
U're the one i MISS every day,
U're also the one i'd die for...

but this couldnt change anything as u dont have faith in me anymore... well, things that has passed, let it pass... but sometimes thinking back of it, really makes me couldnt bear the painfulness of it... i couldnt leave it behind... but i really have to brush up on my studies... or else, i'd really get into an even serious problem...

='{ sad },=

ytd night, mum told me sth...

mum: Yong, u need to control yrself le(eating habits)... u have to stop eating prawns and other stuff too cause of yr HBP...

haih... i thought

Yong: KENOT kenot!!! prawn so nice how can forbid me eat...

she continued

mum: thn u wan die early??? go lorh... no1 stopping u... life is yrs... y rown health nid take care yrself... infact, u also knt DRINK MUCH COFFEE le... u see dad, he coffer addict but now less drinking coffee also cause he HBP...

thinks deeply

Yong: what lah... KOPI oso kenot... how can like this...

mum: u got see dad always eat wad??? MEAT he also eat less... including EGGs... he always eat wad u got realised??? he eat MORE VEGEs lah...

Yong: ok lah ok lah(in a way that is "bu nai fan")...

mum: u dont like that bu nai fan ah... u think lah... 1st u got HBP, then if u still don wan control what u put in yr mouth, the enxt thing u'll get is DIABETES... thn ALL SORTS OF SICKNESS will come and visit u... thn u nid to be like "mama(grandma in hokkien)" u see her... nid eat the medicine to help control the HBP... and once u eat, u CANNOT stop le... u wan like that???

Chern: wah liu... so if HBP eat medicine jiu LOWER the HBP right??? so if no eat PRAWNS and stuff, so eat medicine, will lower, WHAT IF LOWER THE CHOLESTROL wad de until less than normal???

mum: u talking bout wad ah??? the medicine is for controlling the cholestrol level... not lowering it...

Yong: so it's the medicine that contorls the cholestrol at the level it is now???

mum: yes...

reli OLD le...

ytd jiu wan post those photos le...Thn 4get...So plan this morning...Bt 4get again=.= now baru rmb...reli gettin OLD

SUSHI!!! made by... US(me, chern, jan, hoon(cousin))

SALMONS FILLET cutted into pieces by ME~~~


CARROT and SURIMI(crabstick) and of course SEAWEED!!!


WHOA!!! what's this??? DUH... its... EGG... fried by me... ther's 5 which is very thick and 1 very thin... CRISPY EGG!!!


INGREDIENTS... and of course, hoon and mum's getting ready the bamboo mat...


ooo... what's these? the ones which we rolled up... dun actually noe what it's called... LEFT = rice outside, ingredients inside wrapped by SEAWEED... RIGHT = seaweed outside, ingredients inside too... but wrapped by RICE...


also dunnow hat these r called... jst noe it's YUMMY!!!


SAME as the top one...>=3


owh... this... looks disgusting right? but actually it's yummy... it's SASHIMI AND PRAWNs mixed with THOUSAND ISLAND sauce...


PACKed for tmr... actually is mum wan bring for her boss cuba cuba de... her boss is kinda a nice guy(not the BIG boss... is the assistant boss... her big boss KIAMSIAP de)...


HAHA... LEFT side made by... ME... oni "rice tuan" placed an egg on top... easy... RIGHT side pulak... made by... CHERN... COMPARE both sizes~~~ LoL... chern made the rice wrapping two prawns inside... and then another piece of egg on top... then wrapped with SEAWEED... it's like HUMUNGOUS... eat that and another piece sure u wan vomit...

4th day ignoring u...

think i felt good??? just that i felt sth... didnt wanna say it... just wanna find the answers to it... what will it be??? finally, i got it... even i just ignored u... u think that i hate u... what's this??? finally noe that what u think bout me... when i ignore u means i hate u... so when i dont bother bout u, means what??? i'm turning my love towards u into hatred??? keep on thinking i hate u... i finally noe that u always thought i hated u...

so... finally realised whatever i did wasnt enough right??? i just wanted to put a test on u... and yet u reacted that way... reli disappointed... since u wanna leave my world... well, i couldnt possibly stop u right??? how do i stop u??? hang on to yr leg calling, DONT LEAVE MY WORLD??? haih...

SaD YONG

stupid BOY

hmm... what were u thinking??? pple kept on talking to u but u didnt bothered replying... what happened??? well... dont feel like saying... yong!!! jst 4get bout it okay?/ 4get bout everything...

*thinks deeply* suan le bah... jst do what u feel u shud do... hmmm... saw our photos being removed from yr blog... means u're not hesitating anymore... and trying to 4get everything of me... well yong, cheer up... or maybe get into depression... what to do??? aizzz... now alr holidays lah... dunnid hurt yr own braing thinking useless stuff...

30/03/2010

today, had a chat with u, baru noe u sick... well, i noe its my fault... kept on asking u to eat bfast... didnt knoe u cant eat in morning... sometimes, just think deeply in my heart... *YONG, u're 1 DUMB BASTARD... dont understand pple, still wan to care bout pple...* =.='''

suan le bah... i'll just let time be... let time decide, let faith decide, let them decide everything... i'll just stay simple, low and act dumb... sometimes, reli have so much unanswered questions in my heart... but i just didnt bother in asking pple, didnt bother to let pple ask me... whenever pple ask me questions like "how r u today?" even my day is bad, i didnt wanna tell it... i'd say "GOOD, and how's yrs?" but in fact my day was shit...

today i kept on nagging @ u again... so i wont be nagging to u anymore since u dont like it... furthermore, like what u said... u're not anyone to me... so i can enjoy life... GET DRUNK, DO WHATEVER I WANT... but sometimes, reli felt myself going over the limit... but i just wanna venture out deeper into the woods... deeper into the places i nvr ventured before...

well good nite, XoxO...


LovE from
Yong

just got RELEASED from PRISON~~~

well, actually was just finished having an accounting exam... =} and mum said cuase it's last exam, so can RELAX tonite... hehe... dunno if she means every other night... >.< anyways friday, EASTER HOLIDAYS!!! 2 WEEKS... yeah!!! plans, hmmm 3 days 2 night @ kenneth's hse, movie night @ alan's... maybe WOLFTEAM night @ my place??? >=3

when i got home, didnt eat dinner... i mean didnt eat rice... ate the cauliflower... and now drinking coffee... hehe...>.< so how r U??? whole morning talk to u oso no reply de... AVOIDing me??? TTT^TTT

yeah and today a fren told me that maybe pisar hut(wher he works) wan employ ppl in 1 or 2 months... employ sumtimes nid deliver 屁洒 lorr... drive scooter.. but i noe how drive lorr... >.<''' ^^ jst donno if my mum will let me drive... >.< dont dare tell her...

in uni now~~~

haih... jst now, 10am-11am, had a maths lecture, thn now nid wait here 2 hrs till my next lecture @ 1pm-2pm=.= thn nid wait another 4 hours until 6pm for my accounting test till 8pm... how boring can that be??? hiding in the library as it is very COLD outside... haih~~~

tiring day

whole body ache cause of ytd nite's ice skating...

Haih...1 week after yr presence isnt felt by my side...dono I shud b happie or sad...anyways...yp will miss u cause everytime while i'm waiting for her to on, u always pei me to get over tat boredom...TQ...hope u enjoy yrself in NS...

tmr having acc test...how?10 am nid go sch for lectures, till 2 pm...bt 6.15 test...till 8...So guess that 4 hrs time cant go home thn...cause to get home nid 1 hr 30, get back uni 1 hr 30...So if middle got 4hrs, minus 3 get 1 hr at home btr stay in uni...wish me LUCK

Yong