haih

was chatting v u jst now... u were using yr phone... then suddenly, yr line went crazy(what u told me)... i was worried sick as the msn showed u're online but i keep talking to u, u nvr replied... made me worried sick for u... but nvm, as u went online @ 3 35 and explained to me... and u also said oni can use till 5... haih... nvm lah... got 1 hr 30 mins better thn nothing right?

so, today not much happened... was told that next monday got test and next next monday too... maths then accounting... haih... maths easy but acc hard... hate it... but no choice, havta be more hardworking as i don wan u to suffer in that hse le... i wanna bring u away, high n away...

but just now after chatting v u, u said u want to forbid me off9... well, i'll still tou tou on9 in room if can... n probably will go off anytime as if mumm stil using, i can tou her line, if not, sheoff, will dc... so >.< i'll reload my phone bah... haih...

suddenly remembered that mum once asked me "ee ai tak hamik?"
and i said "doctor lorr... tapi ee siang ka si ai ua ki tak dentist."
mum "a neh cho mik ee mai ki otago tak?"
me "wa ma na eh chai? ee siang kasi ti kua king scholarship uu lai jia eh"
mum "ee chu lai bo lui eh orh?"
me "bo lah... ee just mai yiong ee lao bah eh lui."
mum "o..."
then, i thought very deeply, no matter u rich or poor, i dont mind... but i do mind that u're not here studying with me... haih... dunno wad to say...

so, if u read this, dont worry... money matters not bah... haih... just mum asking rand. questions abt U(she too gin tio wan noe her sim bu.. actually i noe mum dont mind if rich or poor...)~~~hahahaha...

mai cibai!!! so beh song now... everyday wan to make me angry... my mood good good de u keep take knife poke me, then i tolerate, u poke AGAIN, and i tolerate AGAIN, then tell u better stop, but u still poke me!!! wan make me HOT nia... 1 day nag like 10 fucking times u not sian??? just cos i yr 13 fail, u keep insul tme... keep say Yong u get shit as results, why still dint hardworking??? i dint meh??? i yr 13 project oni do like 1 week b4... now 1 month b4 do u still say not hardworking... wan me dun even noe wad teacher gib thn jiu start doing??? teacher gib i straight do... not enuf??? mood ben lai good good de... now make me FUCKing angry nia... keep say say say... not tat i dint listen... i do project whole nite, do till no more points in my head, i go watch movie 15 mins relax, u say me purposely wait u in room, tou tou watch movie... WTF??? its all just coincidence ok??? i promise can in UNI, now me not in uni??? but u say "u in that UNI cos u no other choices..." my ass lah, i in cos i 1st place alr say wan QS... i yr 13 alr keep say wan Qs, it's cos too far so i dun wan travel... but u say it in diff point of view??? FAROUT MAN... SLEEP le lah... XoxO

but still, when u say "DONT ANGRY THEM FOR ME OKAY?" i just couldnt bear not listening to u... haih... is this LOVE??? i just dun wna u HURT bcos of me... haiz...

<3
Yong a.k.a Gmogu

today

while in bus, suddenly thought of u... MISSed u so much... wanna noe reason??? cos u owes smell like powder... >=3 and today when on bus to uni, there's a gal passing by to get to the back, and i was gonna fall asleep le... suddenly smelt POWDER de smell... so sibeh sibeh miss u till knt sleep qu... haizZz... dunno what that feeling was, but suddenly feel very energetic...

then when in legal and social environment of business, guess what??? i took a screenshot... sibeh funnie...

CHECK THE TITLE AND THE ONE I CIRCLED!!!HAHAH



haha b4 sleep get to knoe what's bothering u... well @ least now i noe... gonna help u UNSUFFER yrself soon... when i grow up, i HOPE... HOPE nia lah... HOPE to MARRY u!!! <3 U 4EVA!!!

<3
Yong a.k.a Gmogu

my BLOOOD PRESSURE rates

this morning, after having breakfast, i had a BLOOD PRESSURE rating using the "machine" thing... guess what??? normal people, shud have their rate readings as 120, 80 and 60++? idk... 1st and 2nd is the blood pumping rate of the heart in n out... 3rd one is the heartbeat rate...

i did 3 trials... so for me, i got my results as 151, 64, and 68... 2nd time was 140, 58, 70... and 3rd time, i got 130, 63, 72... way weird from the "machine"... but well, i think this means i got HBP(High Blood Pressure) right??? so then, mum gave me a packet of "seeds" saying "use 1 teaspoon to 泡水 and drink... keep adding hot water when u drink finish... this will help in lowering yr BP..." so i did as asked... but still cant stop eating CUTTLEFISH!!!

oh and almost forgot, she also asked me "li jie eh scholarship wu lai OTAGO eh borr???" and didnt knoe how to answer, but i said think so... and said she'll be trying to get into DENTISTRY i guess???

afternoon went to take fridge with dad and when back, 1 mins late talking to u... but u came on9 when i smsed u... feel so happie... but very hate myself cause u busy thn still ask u on... but i CANT STOP <3in U... just CANT!!!

well, got to knoe u going back to seri aman... n u also said i'm not your cup of tea right??? but @ least u said i'm yr cup of coffee... another reason why i CANT STOP <3in U!!!

LoL b4 sleep still check BP, it's 139, 65, 75...>.<''' i tiam le lah...

<3
Yong a.k.a Gmogu

gonna sleep soon

now mum kept nagging us(me n chern) to sleep le... today had a video call with u... very happie... but when u had to go out, felt sad... but felt happie too... @ least i knoe u;re gonna have dinner... a PROPER MEAL... u always skip meals but now @ least u;re going to have sth... hope u wont stay up late again tonite as we can chat again tmr... don worry cause on weekends, ic an chat v u... NITES XoxO

<3
Yong a.k.a Gmogu

good to hear u guys de results

to those who scored well, HI-5 & good luck in yr scholarship applying tihng...

and to those who didnt do well, well well well, better try harder whn u get into uni or form 6 or what... cause tht reli will determine yr whole life... now fall down nvm, u just havta climb up and walk normal agian!!!

like me, i used to play much while i wa sin YR 13(NZ lah of course)... thn i scored like SHIT as RESULTS... like out of 20 papers, i FAILED 11 papers... LoL~~~ dont think anyone did better thn me... well, now i just somehow or dunno how got into uni and i even got gf now... so i dont wanna fail myself like my mum said... if i fail, thn she gets to be a doctr, thn me jiu reli lose face... so i'll be sibeh hardworking le... so to those who fell, climb up now... it's nvr too late...

sei lynn lynn... H8 U co su owes read my blog le put comments thn when i reply, u nvr reply back de=.='''... but DW, altho i H8 u, my H8red couldnt be compared to my <3 for u... my <3 for u is like infinite times my h8 towards u... so really feel that i shudnt be H8ing u... <3

Yong a.k.a Gmogu

U!!!

today u dint take breakfast again!!! and even worst not even lunch!!! i dont knoe why u always do this... mayb cos i owes joke out u're fat ba... i feel bad OKAY? u;re not fat!!! u're not @ all... dont torture yrself bcos of me... i dont like it!!!

u always ask me to "control" u... when i ask u to EAT!!! u DONT listen!!! Y??? Y??? Y??? well, the fact is, i dont wanna control yr life... in fact, i HATE it!!! terribly HATE controlling yr life!!! it's jst like u will have no privacy and stuff... it'll make u miserable... i'm sure u will feel uncomfortable if i keep controlling u... i <3 u so MUCH... but i just dun wanna control yr life... i just COULDNT do it u knoe??? 不忍心... get it???

after CHIT CHAT with U

after having msn chats with u, feel like i'm so USELESS... tmr U and ALL SPM FRIENDS de RESULTS coming out le... n yet, i couldnt do anything useful... being by yr side, SUPPORTing u, COMFORTing u... and much more... u said u probably cant sleep tonite cause u're too worried... i still rmb u said u will have nightmares often at nights... but, i wasnt ther by yr side everytime... but being FAR FAR FAR AWAY from U... feel that i'm like a USELESS BF right now...

u asked me today saying "if u broke my heart one day, cause u found the "BETTER ONE"... would i wish u gud?" i kept on replying u while using msn on my mobile, but it seemed that "GOD(as in any GOD cause i'm a free thinker)" didnt want my message to be delivered to u... actually i'd really feel BAD for it, feel SAD for it, feel DEPRESSED for it... but i would rather sincerely wish u to be happie always with yr "BETTER ONE"... i'd rather u stay happie always than be by my side, being my wife, but not being happie... i dont want this to happen... i want u to always be happie... and if yr "BETTER ONE" bullies u or anything, u can always come and complain to me, we can always be like BROTHERs n SISTERs like we used to be... n i'd listen to yr heart problems(direct translation from chinese...HAHA) like i used to...

i'm thinking now, why can u be by my side when i'm DEPRESSED, facing problems, but not me being by yr side when u're having such problems... u kept asking me to go to bed... i just wanna ACCOMPANY U, CARE for U, LOVE U like u used to do for me...

well, gonna go bed now... it's kinda getting late now...

<3
Yong a.k.a Gmogu

after getting yr reply

when u didnt reply me, i suddenly realised the importance of U in my life...suddenly felt that i'm actually in LOVE with U so deeply...loving U, being loved by U...i realised that i cant actually lose U...so i'm not gonna try sth tat would HURT u with the LOVE n TRUST u gave me(even tho I lyk to try stuff i've nvr tried b4)...bt i realised tat if i'd done sth tat hurts u, it's lyk losing my whole life...u're my everyting rmb?i realised that i almost lost u once, n tat it's not gonna happen the 2nd time cause i cant lose u...cos I LOVE U more than anyting in this whole wide world...JOCELYNN TIAN LI CHIEH...

<3 u always
Yong a.k.a Gmogu